After the last couple of days getting hit by the market, I have to admit my confidence has take a bit of a toll. Today, I took another loss and in some ways I’m pretty proud of the final decision. Clearly I have a lot to learn and cutting your losses well is probably the hardest thing to learn when trading.
The day started off okay, I expected the market to drop (ASX-200) as the overseas markets had all taken a hit overnight. The market opened and it dropped as expected *happy*, then quickly bounced backup but I took a little cash (1) there before complete reversal occurred.
Okay, lets revaluate the market. Maybe the bulls are going to dominate? Okay lets switch to Buying and took some money on a very small contract (2). Great lets make some money. Doubled up on my contract (3) and got spooked as the market quickly dropped.

The market bounced again and reversed quickly upwards I made a little money here (4). Big deep breath. My running tally is slightly negative –$13.25. Today’s target is $100.
At this point I’m confused - What is going on with the market? Is it going up or down or sideways? So I walked away to get a coffee and chat to my wife. After the last couple of really bad experiences I am fairly determined to do better today.
Okay I’m only slightly down and return to see the market is going up and showing what appeared to be a bullish market. Great – lets make some money! I open a BUYING contract (5) and then BAM market quickly switches. SH#T!
Now I made a mistake and double down on the same trade believing it is going to switch back to an upwards trend (I thought I had written something about not predicting market changes)
Okay now I have two BUYING contracts and the market is now strongly trending downwards. I’m headed towards my stop losses and it occurs to me I don’t actually know how to ‘successfully’ close off a losing day. My trading strategy is to only risk $100 or make $100 and between points 5 and 6 I’m down $160. If you factor in the previous tally of –$13.25 I’m nearly down twice my acceptable losses.
I’m on a white knuckle death ride down and I’m literally saying out loud what price I will accept at –$120 I’m saying I will take –$80.
-$140 – I will take –$110
-$160 – I will take –$120… maybe even –$140
The market creeps back up. I’m not out of the woods by any stretch and indeed I even could close at –$90. But hope has also risen.
This is tricky stuff.
I don’t want to hit the stop loss because if I do then I’m mostly well over –$200 (twice my so called acceptable loss target)
So what will I accept?
Or will I believe in hope of recovery?
The price creeps up a little more, hope shines brighter…
Down! Down! Down!
Damn…. should have taken the –$70! I’m back to chanting which prices will be acceptable (never the current prices apparently)
That is when the market hits it’s lowest point yet and then miraculously then market starts to run back up. -100, -80, -85, -80, -75, -70…
Which exit price should I take? the price sits on –$45 for almost a minute while I agonise over this dilemma. I even call my wife over to ask her opinion. She advises to wait and no sooner than that it falls dramatically and I cancel the contract as soon as possible (-$70).
Total losses for the day? –$133.25.
Lesson to be learned? My contracts are too big. No one contract should be big enough to wipe me out for the day. I always get too impatient with the smaller 0.5 sized contract, but maybe this is the right size for me at this early stage of learning.
Did I do the right thing? I am very happy that I only took a small loss in the end. But skated very close to taking another third big loss in straight sets.
Time to find a real job?